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[It had been few weeks of travel since they left the Grove behind and Astarion spent most of his time fighting and preparing for the Shadow Curse and all that it seemed to involve. The original goal was to travel through the underdark after dealing with the Myconids, the durgears and all that nice stuff. He even found himself deeply amused by the little tower exploration and how one of the robot guardians just... hugged one of his companions. Whoever build them had to be a true, lonely loser. A spectator here, a dwarf saved from mushrooms there, the area was secured with Nere dead and... it turned out the elevator was stuck. Days worth of work- WASTED! Katlach had been lucky in getting a new armor from the forge, but all Astarion got was a laughing amulet that refuses to get off him.

After some discussion, traveling on the surface seemed like the best possible option, even if the mountain opass was guarded by Lae'Zel's people and they seemed rather hostile and dangerous. A daring escape from a killing githyanki machine, an encounter with Elminster and many other problems later they were finally on the right road fortheir destination.

And Astarion's Anxiety was only growing the closer they got to Baldur's Gate. Not only now they traveled with a druid, someone who probably saw him as an insult to natural order, but as soon as they passed whatever awaited them in the Tower... he would be within reach of Cazador once more. Needless to say, his need to reaffirm himself as a valuable team member kept increasing the more they traveled.

It was with absolute delight that he recognized some familiar roads during one of his hunting trips, and for once he didn't even mildly protest when the good souls in his group stopped on their tracks to help some villagers in danger. No. He gathered some valuable things, threw in his bag some other things he looted during his journey and proceeded toward Candlekeep. He could remember Cazador talking about lovely crypts right under the old fort and an old entry that allowed to pass through some cracks between the walls. He left the camp at night with the excuse of food, set down his trap, and waited.

The sun was already setting on the horizon and the group's tents had already been set down when he finally approached his prey. How many days had it been since he last tried to flirt with the Cleric of Selune? Probably too many. He smirked, leaned against the tent like he had a real support and tilted his head to the side, trying to give himself a mischievous but also... almost affectionate expression.</small>]

Well, good evening, darling. It's been far too long from the last time we had a private chat, wouldn't you agree?

Date: 2023-12-08 03:12 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[For all that she tried to ignore his little pieces of education that she felt she didn't need or particularly want, she was a little annoyed at the way it seemed like even after he was done talking, his voice always managed to linger between her ears. It was probably the voice, itself. One could get away with saying just about anything if they had a nice enough voice to put it in.

It was probably for the better just not to address anything about Halsin. What would that guy think if he even knew how someone like Astarion spoke about him? She wasn't going to ask and Nepione, frankly, didn't want to know. At least their druid guide had the good sense to keep his thoughts where they belonged. Better to let him focus on whatever it was calling him to Moonrise. Distractions could be deadly.

He looked pleased and she felt... Well. Tired. Which she suspected a part of her was, but not through any fault of his own. Their circumstances made her tired. Tired and worried. And it was hard holding all of that to herself or trying to hold it to herself. But they all had their burdens, didn't they? It never seemed like a right time for a heart-to-heart and frankly, it seemed stupid to try having one with any of them.

It was better just to lock up all of her feelings and pretend they weren't there. Just focus on whatever was in front of her. At the present moment, that was Astarion and his little rendezvous that he wanted to take her on. As she carefully finished tying up her rather imperfect braid, she settled a hand atop her hip.]


Well, neither of us look dishevelled. Probably hasn't been long enough for anything to have gone... awry, as it were. I doubt anyone is going to bat an eye if they take more than a cursory glance. There's likely no need for a spectacle this time.

[Lifting a hand to stifle a yawn, she raised her arms above her head in a long stretch, tiefling tail swaying back and forth behind her. And at least in those moments she felt considerably less leader and almost more what she genuinely was, just a cleric with poor sleeping habits and sometimes juvenile antics.]

Best we get to it. There's no rest for the weary, it seems.

Date: 2023-12-08 04:56 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
["I could always fix that..."

There it was again. That voice he was so good at using. What really concerned her was that the more he used it, the more she actually considered it. If he was trying to wear down her discipline, he was doing a rather commendable job of it. But even if she did let it fall, she knew very well she wasn't the type to easily admit it, either to herself or to anyone else.

Heat flooded her the moment he leaned in and she found her hands tightly weaving together, perhaps for a sense of composition or just to keep herself from accidentally touching him, giving him the wrong impression, or whatever else. Her pulse quickened and just as she had so many times before, Nepione convinced herself that he was only teasing. The little steady drumming of her heart remained even as he withdrew and she cleared her throat, trying to ignore the colour that kissed her features.]


R-right. Of course. I'll bring any necessities that I can think of. Better safe than sorry, though I'd like to think this will be a largely unexciting misadventure. I'll meet you outside of your tent and we can go when you're ready.

Date: 2023-12-09 04:54 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[She was certain, that as it had so many days ago (at least it felt like many days, weeks, something rather), the moment he left her, the relief was as palpable as it had been when Gale's presence had essentially rescued her. Not to say that Astarion likely thought to kill her. She was certain that if he was going to do that, he would have done so much earlier. Now, there wasn't really a point to doing so unless he had some very long, drawn-out ruse. She didn't think that was impossible, but she did think it was unlikely.

She rifled through her things, finding where she'd set her normal day-to-day wear aside. Metal was out of the question, though she donned that more often than she would have liked to. Given what they were likely getting themselves into, it was easier to be subdued in something lighter. Nepione clad herself in relatively firm, dark leathers. They weren't going to protect her much if she got impaled with a knife, but it probably wasn't going to go clean through unless someone spent a remarkable amount of intimate time with a whetstone.

Despite the way she'd drawn her hair back, most of it got pulled up rather high. Although she tended to let it dangle, more than a few comments from the others had been made on how long it was. She wasn't of the mind to have it hacked off for the sake of her own misguided idea of stability, but it seemed reasonable that she could compromise. Otherwise, it would have been all too convenient for a hand to simply reach out and grab and slice up her pretty neck. Not that she thought anything like that was going to happen on this night either.

With a right, proper satchel of poultices, salves, potions, an adequate mace tucked into its holder, impressive with its blunt detailing, and just enough weight to pack enough of a strike if she needed it to, she assessed herself in full-body mirror and decided she would probably suffice. She hoped, anyway. Better to be over-prepared than under and she still couldn't quite say what Astarion's intents were. Other than to leave her constantly in a state of uncertainty.

And quite possibly fluster.

Closing her tent up behind her, she cast a look up to the sky, trying to determine how many hours of night there likely were to remain. Would she get much sleep, or would it simply turn into an excessively exhausting day? Spotting an ever patient vampire spawn, she began to close the distance between them, taking one more moment as she did so to draw her hands along her frame, securing accoutrements into place.

"We shouldn't tarry," she reminded him, ever practical (at least for this). "If you find yourself ready, let's make way, shall we?"

Date: 2023-12-09 05:58 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[She'd wondered how to explain to the others what exactly they were getting up to or what they were doing, but somehow it seemed easier to say that she was just helping Astarion get something to eat for the night. At least, that was her intention if anyone asked, which she thought particularly pointed by his input. Better an animal than any of them, no?

When she saw the way his striking red eyes fell onto her neck, she felt considerably more aware and clearing her throat.]


If it came down to necessity, I'd do what was required.

[It wasn't as if she'd not thought about his teeth before. Or teeth in general. Nepione had a great many thoughts on such levels that she didn't share. More like fleeting little fancies that she entertained. Not sure if she wanted them or not, but she certainly liked to think about them from time to time.

Mostly a what what it be like sort of scenario.

Lifting a hand, she offered a gentle wave to the others and did precisely as she'd expected herself to—she explained that they were getting food for Astarion and that they would be back shortly. She didn't say much beyond that, but did give as many reassuring expressions as she could. If any of them were wary of Astarion's intentions, she didn't take notice. Or it simply wasn't there.

Trailing after Astarion, she still found herself last minute fixing the way things sat upon her, not particularly caring that she was letting him take point, though she didn't much care for him to be in harm's way either. As far as she was concerned, she should have gone ahead of him.

Lingering behind him, careful to leave an arm's width between them, she eyed the sky, the glittering of stars, and the pretty glow of the moon.]


Hm. If I weren't here, I'd likely be praying for blessings. It seems Our Lady of Silver has Her eye on us.

[Or at least on her. Who knew what She thought of Astarion.]

Date: 2023-12-10 04:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
["Not to be rude, darling, but you're not exactly my type."

No. She really didn't think she was. In any form of the word. Nothing about Nepione was Astarion's type as far as she was concerned, which made anything between them all the more perplexing because it simply didn't make sense. Instead of giving voice to any of that, however, she opted for simply nodding along and letting him have his way. A rarity, that, when she wasn't interjecting or otherwise trying to course correct something she thought was going to end up with them in more trouble than was necessary.

His lack of faith was also not terribly surprising. He'd made the point she thought he would as well. What kind of god would have allowed him to be turned into what he was? Not to say that gods were usually of the mind to individually interfere in the lives of their followers. Aside from Mystra, she'd not really thought of gods to be the sorts to do that. If a god had thousands of followers (and that was underestimating, surely), then it just wasn't feasible to answer every single prayer. One could not show favour without provoking jealousy in others, so objectively, it seemed like the right decision to simply not be involved in anyone's personal life.

Evidently Mystra was not included in that if Gale's admittance to bedding her was really true.]


That. Is fair.

[Nepione admitted as she trailed after him. She'd had no intentions, for his sake, of getting into long spiels about what Selûne made her feel or how she thought the Moonmaiden was looking after her, for surely, otherwise the pale blue tiefling would have met her end already. She was certainly not still alive by her own merits, after all.

As she followed in his footsteps, carefully scaling the rock he'd jumped atop, she found herself stopping at his side, gazing at the fortress he made indication toward. It probably wouldn't take as long as it looked like it might. Depended on their pacing. How the silence would be filled, if it was to be filled at all. Little variables here and there.]


That's around the perimeter, right? [Trying to get her bearings in terms of direction and orientation, with furrowed brow, she lifts her hands as if trying to map out exactly where they'd started and where they were at present.] Shouldn't be too difficult. We've certainly been through worse, I think.

Date: 2023-12-10 05:15 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[When he made mention of Sehanine, Nepione turned her attention from the ever distant fortress onto the vampire spawn at her side instead. It seemed wisest to take just about everything he said with a grain of salt, but what made that most difficult was that sometimes she wanted to believe him when he spoke. Except she couldn't, because she could never tell what was truth and what was carefully-constructed falsehood dripping from a tongue that was far too charismatic for his own good.

The moment he mentioned his family, she felt that same feeling again. She didn't know anything about his family and to date, she hadn't really spoken about families with anyone, including her own, which was just fine, as far as she was concerned. Talking about the past, getting wrapped up in it, none of that was going to help them move forward in the now, as it were. She had no qualms about not sharing or prying others for that kind of information.

It seemed a little strange that he was so willing to offer that to her. About as strange as any of his other glowing remarks, though.]


Small world, that.

[Nepione would humour him. A touch, but not too much.

She watched him move down and hesitating for just a moment, she dipped down, set her hand in his and used that hold, precarious as it was, to help herself the rest of the way. And just as she always had been, she was careful she didn't grip too hard or too long, as ever mindful of the claws that she could not hide.]


Thank you. [For she never seemed to forget her manners, despite the idea that she didn't linger on gentlemanly kindness.] Approach from the other side then. The path of least resistance always has been my preferred method. It sounds like you scouted this decently well from your earlier visit.

Date: 2023-12-10 06:17 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
You sound like Halsin.

[Nepione issued a quiet laugh as she listened to him talk of animals and their habits. For all she knew, the two had spent a reasonable amount of time with one another. It wouldn't have surprised her, honestly. Well, maybe. Halsin seemed like a very honourable type and she certainly enjoyed listening to him talk. And whilst Astarion seemed in many ways his opposite, there was nothing stating others couldn't have learnt something of value from their wisest tag-along.

Regardless of where he got his information from (likely survival, as she thought on it more), she seemed... impressed. Not that she normally wasn't. Out of everyone, she was fairly certain she was the only one not pulling her own weight. Everyone else seemed considerably more valuable, though she knew better than to say so.]


I guess coming out here, you were the perfect person to go with.

[Nepione finally did choose to acknowledge, not at all aware of just how much he'd intentionally setup. To her, it wasn't that it was necessarily coincidental. It was mostly just fact. Astarion had skills that no one else in their camp did. It made him invaluable. And that, in a way, guaranteed his safety. No competition meant he had virtually secured himself a spot amongst them.

She stepped with care, taking in the sights and sounds, careful not to get too caught up in the moon that hung above them in perpetual perfection. If it wasn't too late when they got back, she could give prayer and thanks then. Likely well out of Astarion's earshot. And anyone else's, at that.]


I don't normally want you to lead, but for this, I think it's all right. Just be careful, all right? I'm at your back if anything happens.

[But nothing was going to happen. Probably.]

Date: 2023-12-10 07:22 pm (UTC)
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It wasn't an insult. I actually rather like Halsin.

[Well. She liked what she'd gleaned from him so far. The serious and the stoic. His interest and love for nature. She did think he had a lot tucked away inside of himself and though she often pried the others, she didn't feel brave enough to do that with him. It didn't help that he technically wasn't one of them, and she thought it was better to keep him out of that as much as she possibly could. She was thankful for his guidance, but when it came to the tadpole, he didn't need to be any further involved.

Probably safer for him that way, too. Halsin was, as she considered it, entirely an innocent party. Nothing they did was to fall back on him and Nepione felt very adamant that it never got to that point.

Still, listening to Astarion list off all of the reasons he didn't want to be compared to the druid was... amusing. She made a note not to do that again, despite the way once he was done, Astarion was back to his sly little self. And then some.

"...I'm just glad to be here with you."

Before she could even stop it, she loosed a breath of equal amusement. Yes, of course he'd be saying that.]


I'll do my best. [She reassured him, though suspected it probably wasn't actually reassuring at all.] I'm not very good at those things, but I think as long as we're not in haste, it shouldn't be a problem.

[She followed him with a healthy amount of caution, trying to commit to memory the path they were taking, so they'd be able to take it on the way back as well. And just to make certain, she left some odds and ends behind. Not food or anything like that which would have been picked up by the surrounding wildlife, but more or less, items of her own, which really had no value. In short, a practical trail for them to follow back.

At least until they reached their ultimate destination that he'd spoken of before. The narrow crack that she'd likely be able to squeeze herself into without too much difficulty, and she could only be thankful that she was as small as she was. Whether he'd have the same blessing or not, she couldn't say. He was certainly taller than her, though decisively not as tall as Halsin or Karlach.

He was probably going to be fine, though.]

Date: 2023-12-11 06:35 am (UTC)
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[Of all the things she was the moment she got a better look at exactly what they were looking at, Nepione was alert. And a little in awe. Of course, get her in a place with books and that was almost immediately to be her nearest interest, even if she couldn't fully understand what she might have been looking at, which happened more often than she would have liked for it to. The unfortunate side-effect, perhaps, to not being more scholarly in that respect. Had she stayed in the temple, her grasp on words and language probably would have been considerably better.

When she saw him remain on guard, she watched him for only some moments before she took the time to look around, the glow of her eyes helping in the somewhat more dark and foreboding atmosphere they found themselves in. It didn't take her long to station herself at the plethora of spines, tilting to read the titles that she could make out, just in case she found anything particular of note. In truth, each volume likely was, but it wasn't as if she could simply take each one back with her. One had to be a bit particular when it came to reading material.

Scrolls were always a welcome find, at that. Amazing that they survived for so long. She'd have to ask Gale later if maybe there was simply no expiry when it came to such things. Later. In the interim, carefully plucking one book at a time in an effort to not damage anything she found, she went through them painstakingly one by one.]


It's incredible that some of the things here are in such good condition. [She found herself commenting quietly as she carefully made for packing some of the scrolls away in her relatively sparse stash for this particular outing.] Would that I could take all of it back with it. Gale may get some use out of some of these, too. Or anyone else who might see fit to use them. Could probably use some of it to bolster our coffers, too. Not that I think we're in dire straits just yet, but a little comfort would go a long way in boosting morale.

[Casting a look over her shoulder in the last direction she'd seen him in, she continued.]

You're all right back there, yes?

Date: 2023-12-11 08:47 am (UTC)
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Well.

[What a spoilsport, but maybe she deserved that. Where likely others are more inclined to be enthused about more exciting things, it must have seemed rather mundane for her to be keen on books. Books that were clearly aged and no longer suitable for reading material, no less. But it somehow seemed perfectly her, the self-proclaimed royalty of the boring.

Still, it was nice to listen to him talk about things that he clearly knew plenty about. It was something she'd occasionally regretted. Talking with him was sometimes challenging and she didn't always know what to say to him or how to say it. So being able to have a conversation, even one where he was explaining how magical artefacts remained in place, was an improvement.]


I guess you're right, but I still think it's neat. There are so many things in this would that don't last. I really admire things that do. It's an amazing resilience. Worthy of admiration.

[It was about then that she found the necklace, which she carefully extracted from between pages she was certain would crumble if she touched them overlong. With the same gentleness, she lifted it for a better look.]

Oh, look at this. Hardly looks aged. I wonder what it was doing here, though. A shame I didn't find a note along with it. We'd know if there was someone we needed to return it to. Could see what price this would fetch, too, but it's awfully pretty.

[Was it in bad form to keep it? Turning more properly, she lifted the necklace for him to see, filing away somewhere in that head of hers that whatever they'd come her after had simply left. It just meant they'd have a short-lived trip in, probably. Didn't seem there was really too much of use.]

See what I mean? We'll take this and then we can go. Best not to tempt fate by staying around for too long, eh?

Date: 2023-12-11 10:54 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
Oh. I guess that's all very much a possibility.

[The idea that whoever owned anything in this place was likely very much passed on. A sad realisation, honestly. As she thought back and reflected on his other input, she had to admit that what she'd said was likely insensitive. A bright idea, it sure was, to say that she admired things that survived and lingered.

If he hadn't been turned, she had to imagine that his life would have been very different. He certainly wouldn't have been in a musty, mildewed collection of Candlekeep history.

Still thinking about what to do with the necklace in question, she frowned just a touch, clearing her throat.]


I'm sorry. I didn't mean—

[Whatever more she might have gotten out died then and there when she heard the peculiar splitting of wood. At least it sounded like wood. It wasn't good, whatever it was. She hesitated to even move a touch more in response to it because she had yet to narrow down the source of it.]

—Astarion...?

[She began, the uncertainty leaking into her tone. The moment she began to feel the floor give out beneath where she stood, she tried to make herself seem as small as possible, and at the last minute, a last resort kicked in survival instinct. As Astarion began to close the distance between them, she reached out for him, clutching onto him, forgetting kindness, forgetting the sometimes brutal nature of her claws.

But she was going to guess it was the last thing either of them were going to be thinking about.]

Date: 2023-12-11 11:50 am (UTC)
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[It all happened relatively quickly. Even as she played it all back in the moments that followed, she couldn't quite get the sequencing right. She marginally knew what had happened, however. Something about dire circumstances changed people. She wasn't sure she could remember the last she'd clung to anyone like that. Maybe... her childhood? Simpler days and times before she really understood what she was. Who she was. And the consequences for that.

When they both finally came to rest, she realised a few things. They had come dangerously close to things being particularly more an emergency. She had no idea where they even were or what to expect. And it was very, very possible for her to be frightened, where she had developed previously a rather nonchalant attitude when it came to her own safety.

The fierce racing of her heart she thought was so palpable that she almost didn't hear him when be started his well-placed criticisms of the building. She knew he was making noise for certain, but hadn't quite yet made out the words. It was only when she felt the contact of his arm that she started paying attention again.

Was she alright? Debatable. Nepione didn't even know yet if she was injured in their fall. Probably not, but with panic in her veins, she couldn't feel much except that.

At first, she simply nodded, trying to remind herself to speak as she looked around, not in the biggest hurry to separate herself from him. If there were any aches and pains, she certainly couldn't tell yet. Carefully shifting her hold, trying to conscientiously loosen where she'd gripped him, she sucked in a sharp breath.

Well, that was still going according to plan.]


Y... yes, I think so. [She began slowly, still adjusting to their new surroundings.] What about you? Everything in one piece?

Date: 2023-12-11 01:57 pm (UTC)
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[And 'good' probably meant they he wasn't very good at all. Or that he was as good as she was, which was... to say that she wasn't particularly good either. As the adrenaline finally began to wear off, she realised that whatever hurt she couldn't quite identify just yet. There was aching, without doubt, though it could have simply just been from the fall itself, though Astarion had certainly taken the brunt of the damage. In the back of her mind, she knew she'd have to have a talk with him later on about that. Gratitude, of course, but a little scolding, too.

As she made her way slowly onto her feet, she realised some of the ache came from there. Poor landing, perhaps? Nothing she couldn't handle. Again, when she compared it to whatever he'd endured, it seemed silly to even make mention of it. So she didn't. For just some moments as she steadied herself and acquainted herself with that little sliver of ache, she strengthened her resolve. She was their leader. She had to be better.

When she felt a little more confident, she didn't completely shrug him off, but she did attempt to put a little distance between them. Tilting her chin up to eye where they'd fallen in from, she took note of the plank that lingered above them. No way she was going to casually make it up there. Wasn't like he could just take her with him either. If they'd had Gale—

Well. If they'd had Gale, he likely would have frowned over this entire ordeal.]


Mm... Not the way that you and some of the others do, no. [She admitted with some thought.] Maybe you should go back and get the others. I can handle myself here for a little, I'm sure.

[She wasn't sure, but she couldn't, in good faith, put him at risk any further on her account. She wasn't inclined to say it, but she always prioritised their safety over her own. If she did admit to it, she could just imagine what the reactions would be.

As if she meant to reassure him, she turned her attention back onto him, providing a very gentle pat to his chest.]

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