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[It had been few weeks of travel since they left the Grove behind and Astarion spent most of his time fighting and preparing for the Shadow Curse and all that it seemed to involve. The original goal was to travel through the underdark after dealing with the Myconids, the durgears and all that nice stuff. He even found himself deeply amused by the little tower exploration and how one of the robot guardians just... hugged one of his companions. Whoever build them had to be a true, lonely loser. A spectator here, a dwarf saved from mushrooms there, the area was secured with Nere dead and... it turned out the elevator was stuck. Days worth of work- WASTED! Katlach had been lucky in getting a new armor from the forge, but all Astarion got was a laughing amulet that refuses to get off him.

After some discussion, traveling on the surface seemed like the best possible option, even if the mountain opass was guarded by Lae'Zel's people and they seemed rather hostile and dangerous. A daring escape from a killing githyanki machine, an encounter with Elminster and many other problems later they were finally on the right road fortheir destination.

And Astarion's Anxiety was only growing the closer they got to Baldur's Gate. Not only now they traveled with a druid, someone who probably saw him as an insult to natural order, but as soon as they passed whatever awaited them in the Tower... he would be within reach of Cazador once more. Needless to say, his need to reaffirm himself as a valuable team member kept increasing the more they traveled.

It was with absolute delight that he recognized some familiar roads during one of his hunting trips, and for once he didn't even mildly protest when the good souls in his group stopped on their tracks to help some villagers in danger. No. He gathered some valuable things, threw in his bag some other things he looted during his journey and proceeded toward Candlekeep. He could remember Cazador talking about lovely crypts right under the old fort and an old entry that allowed to pass through some cracks between the walls. He left the camp at night with the excuse of food, set down his trap, and waited.

The sun was already setting on the horizon and the group's tents had already been set down when he finally approached his prey. How many days had it been since he last tried to flirt with the Cleric of Selune? Probably too many. He smirked, leaned against the tent like he had a real support and tilted his head to the side, trying to give himself a mischievous but also... almost affectionate expression.</small>]

Well, good evening, darling. It's been far too long from the last time we had a private chat, wouldn't you agree?

Date: 2023-12-10 07:22 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
It wasn't an insult. I actually rather like Halsin.

[Well. She liked what she'd gleaned from him so far. The serious and the stoic. His interest and love for nature. She did think he had a lot tucked away inside of himself and though she often pried the others, she didn't feel brave enough to do that with him. It didn't help that he technically wasn't one of them, and she thought it was better to keep him out of that as much as she possibly could. She was thankful for his guidance, but when it came to the tadpole, he didn't need to be any further involved.

Probably safer for him that way, too. Halsin was, as she considered it, entirely an innocent party. Nothing they did was to fall back on him and Nepione felt very adamant that it never got to that point.

Still, listening to Astarion list off all of the reasons he didn't want to be compared to the druid was... amusing. She made a note not to do that again, despite the way once he was done, Astarion was back to his sly little self. And then some.

"...I'm just glad to be here with you."

Before she could even stop it, she loosed a breath of equal amusement. Yes, of course he'd be saying that.]


I'll do my best. [She reassured him, though suspected it probably wasn't actually reassuring at all.] I'm not very good at those things, but I think as long as we're not in haste, it shouldn't be a problem.

[She followed him with a healthy amount of caution, trying to commit to memory the path they were taking, so they'd be able to take it on the way back as well. And just to make certain, she left some odds and ends behind. Not food or anything like that which would have been picked up by the surrounding wildlife, but more or less, items of her own, which really had no value. In short, a practical trail for them to follow back.

At least until they reached their ultimate destination that he'd spoken of before. The narrow crack that she'd likely be able to squeeze herself into without too much difficulty, and she could only be thankful that she was as small as she was. Whether he'd have the same blessing or not, she couldn't say. He was certainly taller than her, though decisively not as tall as Halsin or Karlach.

He was probably going to be fine, though.]

Date: 2023-12-11 06:35 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[Of all the things she was the moment she got a better look at exactly what they were looking at, Nepione was alert. And a little in awe. Of course, get her in a place with books and that was almost immediately to be her nearest interest, even if she couldn't fully understand what she might have been looking at, which happened more often than she would have liked for it to. The unfortunate side-effect, perhaps, to not being more scholarly in that respect. Had she stayed in the temple, her grasp on words and language probably would have been considerably better.

When she saw him remain on guard, she watched him for only some moments before she took the time to look around, the glow of her eyes helping in the somewhat more dark and foreboding atmosphere they found themselves in. It didn't take her long to station herself at the plethora of spines, tilting to read the titles that she could make out, just in case she found anything particular of note. In truth, each volume likely was, but it wasn't as if she could simply take each one back with her. One had to be a bit particular when it came to reading material.

Scrolls were always a welcome find, at that. Amazing that they survived for so long. She'd have to ask Gale later if maybe there was simply no expiry when it came to such things. Later. In the interim, carefully plucking one book at a time in an effort to not damage anything she found, she went through them painstakingly one by one.]


It's incredible that some of the things here are in such good condition. [She found herself commenting quietly as she carefully made for packing some of the scrolls away in her relatively sparse stash for this particular outing.] Would that I could take all of it back with it. Gale may get some use out of some of these, too. Or anyone else who might see fit to use them. Could probably use some of it to bolster our coffers, too. Not that I think we're in dire straits just yet, but a little comfort would go a long way in boosting morale.

[Casting a look over her shoulder in the last direction she'd seen him in, she continued.]

You're all right back there, yes?

Date: 2023-12-11 08:47 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
Well.

[What a spoilsport, but maybe she deserved that. Where likely others are more inclined to be enthused about more exciting things, it must have seemed rather mundane for her to be keen on books. Books that were clearly aged and no longer suitable for reading material, no less. But it somehow seemed perfectly her, the self-proclaimed royalty of the boring.

Still, it was nice to listen to him talk about things that he clearly knew plenty about. It was something she'd occasionally regretted. Talking with him was sometimes challenging and she didn't always know what to say to him or how to say it. So being able to have a conversation, even one where he was explaining how magical artefacts remained in place, was an improvement.]


I guess you're right, but I still think it's neat. There are so many things in this would that don't last. I really admire things that do. It's an amazing resilience. Worthy of admiration.

[It was about then that she found the necklace, which she carefully extracted from between pages she was certain would crumble if she touched them overlong. With the same gentleness, she lifted it for a better look.]

Oh, look at this. Hardly looks aged. I wonder what it was doing here, though. A shame I didn't find a note along with it. We'd know if there was someone we needed to return it to. Could see what price this would fetch, too, but it's awfully pretty.

[Was it in bad form to keep it? Turning more properly, she lifted the necklace for him to see, filing away somewhere in that head of hers that whatever they'd come her after had simply left. It just meant they'd have a short-lived trip in, probably. Didn't seem there was really too much of use.]

See what I mean? We'll take this and then we can go. Best not to tempt fate by staying around for too long, eh?

Date: 2023-12-11 10:54 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
Oh. I guess that's all very much a possibility.

[The idea that whoever owned anything in this place was likely very much passed on. A sad realisation, honestly. As she thought back and reflected on his other input, she had to admit that what she'd said was likely insensitive. A bright idea, it sure was, to say that she admired things that survived and lingered.

If he hadn't been turned, she had to imagine that his life would have been very different. He certainly wouldn't have been in a musty, mildewed collection of Candlekeep history.

Still thinking about what to do with the necklace in question, she frowned just a touch, clearing her throat.]


I'm sorry. I didn't mean—

[Whatever more she might have gotten out died then and there when she heard the peculiar splitting of wood. At least it sounded like wood. It wasn't good, whatever it was. She hesitated to even move a touch more in response to it because she had yet to narrow down the source of it.]

—Astarion...?

[She began, the uncertainty leaking into her tone. The moment she began to feel the floor give out beneath where she stood, she tried to make herself seem as small as possible, and at the last minute, a last resort kicked in survival instinct. As Astarion began to close the distance between them, she reached out for him, clutching onto him, forgetting kindness, forgetting the sometimes brutal nature of her claws.

But she was going to guess it was the last thing either of them were going to be thinking about.]

Date: 2023-12-11 11:50 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[It all happened relatively quickly. Even as she played it all back in the moments that followed, she couldn't quite get the sequencing right. She marginally knew what had happened, however. Something about dire circumstances changed people. She wasn't sure she could remember the last she'd clung to anyone like that. Maybe... her childhood? Simpler days and times before she really understood what she was. Who she was. And the consequences for that.

When they both finally came to rest, she realised a few things. They had come dangerously close to things being particularly more an emergency. She had no idea where they even were or what to expect. And it was very, very possible for her to be frightened, where she had developed previously a rather nonchalant attitude when it came to her own safety.

The fierce racing of her heart she thought was so palpable that she almost didn't hear him when be started his well-placed criticisms of the building. She knew he was making noise for certain, but hadn't quite yet made out the words. It was only when she felt the contact of his arm that she started paying attention again.

Was she alright? Debatable. Nepione didn't even know yet if she was injured in their fall. Probably not, but with panic in her veins, she couldn't feel much except that.

At first, she simply nodded, trying to remind herself to speak as she looked around, not in the biggest hurry to separate herself from him. If there were any aches and pains, she certainly couldn't tell yet. Carefully shifting her hold, trying to conscientiously loosen where she'd gripped him, she sucked in a sharp breath.

Well, that was still going according to plan.]


Y... yes, I think so. [She began slowly, still adjusting to their new surroundings.] What about you? Everything in one piece?

Date: 2023-12-11 01:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[And 'good' probably meant they he wasn't very good at all. Or that he was as good as she was, which was... to say that she wasn't particularly good either. As the adrenaline finally began to wear off, she realised that whatever hurt she couldn't quite identify just yet. There was aching, without doubt, though it could have simply just been from the fall itself, though Astarion had certainly taken the brunt of the damage. In the back of her mind, she knew she'd have to have a talk with him later on about that. Gratitude, of course, but a little scolding, too.

As she made her way slowly onto her feet, she realised some of the ache came from there. Poor landing, perhaps? Nothing she couldn't handle. Again, when she compared it to whatever he'd endured, it seemed silly to even make mention of it. So she didn't. For just some moments as she steadied herself and acquainted herself with that little sliver of ache, she strengthened her resolve. She was their leader. She had to be better.

When she felt a little more confident, she didn't completely shrug him off, but she did attempt to put a little distance between them. Tilting her chin up to eye where they'd fallen in from, she took note of the plank that lingered above them. No way she was going to casually make it up there. Wasn't like he could just take her with him either. If they'd had Gale—

Well. If they'd had Gale, he likely would have frowned over this entire ordeal.]


Mm... Not the way that you and some of the others do, no. [She admitted with some thought.] Maybe you should go back and get the others. I can handle myself here for a little, I'm sure.

[She wasn't sure, but she couldn't, in good faith, put him at risk any further on her account. She wasn't inclined to say it, but she always prioritised their safety over her own. If she did admit to it, she could just imagine what the reactions would be.

As if she meant to reassure him, she turned her attention back onto him, providing a very gentle pat to his chest.]

Date: 2023-12-11 02:55 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
You want me to—

[Hide. He wanted her to hide? Her, of all people. Although she understood that if she couldn't provide her best, whatever the reason might have been for such a thing, then all she was, was a vulnerability. Astarion didn't much care for those kinds of things and she wasn't exactly proud to be one at the current moment. Pursing her mouth to keep herself from arguing with him, she decided that he had the right of it. In this, she wouldn't be immediately practical. She could swallow a little of that misplaced pride of hers to give them a little longer to survive.

Instead, Nepione loosed a quiet sigh and when he indicated the pile of debris, she gave him just a moment's look. One that said she didn't approve, but she wasn't going to protest against it either. At least, not in the precise moment.]


Don't do anything reckless.

[Which seemed like a stupid thing to say because he often did things that were reckless, probably for what she imagined he wanted to refer to as the 'thrill' of the situation. With as much care as she could muster, she carefully used the pile of debris, fitting herself just so that she could take some kind of safe refuge there. Oh, to be a wizard who could have simply conjured things to take her place, or even powers of necromancy (though that seemed in bad taste, considering current company).

From where she posited herself, she could see well enough, feel the little flutter of anxiety at the small of her back, which made it fairly easy to ignore whatever was going on with her after their fall. Everything else could wait until later. She thought about the other things she had at her disposal. Radiant magic, she supposed, simply little spells that were quite possibly effective on anything that might have been down here. Things lurking in the dark always seemed to have a dislike for it.

Something was better than nothing. She couldn't go running a race, but she could still tap into what she had to begin with.]

Date: 2023-12-11 03:49 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[It chilled her right down to the core. It was only a sound and she almost felt petrified by it. Almost. To define her as having a bleeding heart was probably altogether too accurate. Against realistic judgement, she'd wanted to go very out of her way to save every single individual along their journey that she could. Despite that want, however, she also knew that such just wasn't possible. It didn't make it any easier to face, however. As a result, a good deal of silent guilt sat upon her shoulders for every life she couldn't save, though she knew very well that she wasn't living much if she continued that poor habit.

Someone like Astarion, however, she didn't think would understand that. Or much of anyone else, given that she could not simply change herself so abruptly.

She watched the way he lifted his hand to keep her in place, though found it ironic that he likely knew it just wasn't her style. She couldn't stand just huddling where she was. But for the time being, perhaps for his own peace of mind (if that was even what it was), she opted for keeping herself marginally out of harm's way. Eyes intent on the door as it opened, she couldn't see particularly well with Astarion upfront and centre. But when he stepped back, she felt her breath catch ever so lightly.

It was a bit more than she was expecting to deal with. She could handle one or two on her own, but all of them... Well, between the two of them, they'd likely be fine. She took count of what they had against them. A total of seven? So far, anyway. Shifting ever carefully, she drew up a hand and murmured as quietly as she could manage an incendo beneath her breath.

He probably wasn't going to protest if a radiant like streak of Sacred Flame immolated one or two of them. Chances were it wouldn't be nearly as difficult to deal with as opposed to using real fire. And chances were, given they were undead, she was in a unique position where she had the advantage, even whilst injured.]

Date: 2023-12-11 05:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[She cringed. Hurting Astarion wasn't really a part of the plan, but she knew that if she was louder than she had to be, it'd attract attention in her direction, which ultimately only would have made things more difficult for him. Considering their current location, they had limited options on where they could get to. Well, she did. Astarion could have made a mad dash for it and likely would have been just fine.

She had to trust that she hadn't gotten him in the crossfire, but imagined there were going to be more than a few apologies she passed in his direction after all was said and done. She also made a note that late night excursions with Astarion, much less anyone else, were entirely out of the question. It was difficult enough with four. Having only two felt... not impossible, but the kind of challenge that Nepione didn't want.

Perhaps that was simply cowardice.

Peeking out from her little place of shelter to get a better look at Astarion, she resisted the temptation to actually unveil herself.]


I can take a few from here. [She rose her voice just enough for him to hear. No sense in completely hiding and maybe they wouldn't find her regardless. Or at least, they might not have found her easily, which really seemed like the bigger priority here. She could buy Astarion time or play distraction. Dangerous manoeuvres, but certainly not out of the realm of possibility.] But I can only do one at a time.

[She wanted to say he should have been all right, but she wasn't in the market of dealing false promises. In fact, she didn't much like promises at all.]

I will wait until you're open.

[Because that way, she wouldn't have caught him unawares again. So she kept herself ready and braced, attentive to his swift and sly movements. For all that Astarion looked terribly soft and delicate, almost doll-like, when he moved, he was so precise that had they been on opposite sides, she'd had plenty to fear from him.]

Date: 2023-12-11 06:16 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[If it had been literally any other situation than the present one and he'd pulled some kind of 'Divine Retribution' rubbish, she most likely would have laughed. Those two words coming out of his mouth made about as much sense as it would have for Nepione to express some kind of joy over the harming of another person. He sounded ridiculous, but she understood exactly what he was doing—drawing attention off of her because unlike him, she didn't have the same agility. He was far better suited for such matters. Wiry and graceful, Astarion was, much to her dismay, often very eye-catching.

For obvious reasons, she made certain not to tell him as much. He certainly never would have let her live it down if she had.

She took what he offered her so prettily, however. As he regained attention (and perhaps some confusion, provided the undead were even capable of such things), she used that opportunity to conjure a flame of warm radiance, which she propelled from her hiding space, slamming a Guiding Bolt into one scribe who shrieked in an eerie wail as he crumpled down into a mess of...

Well. She would have likened it to something like dust with a bit more weight. Magic was not usually nearly as flashy, but for all that she could have simply slammed the spiked end of a mace into the gaunt jaw of a zombie, she didn't exactly care to. Bloodletting was not her favourite pastime and she couldn't have claimed she was particularly good at it.]


Astarion, be careful—

[She didn't need to say it, but it warranted repeating. It wasn't just the zombies, after all, that he had be watch out for. It was also anything she might have done. In retrospect, they were the least likely to cohesively work together. She represented so much of what put him at a grave disadvantage.]

Date: 2023-12-11 06:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
[If she had been a different kind of person, she suspected she could have watched him for hours without tiring. Not that he would have felt much the same, of course. He really was the one carrying them here, which, as... a cleric, that was not supposed to be how it was meant to go. That was to say, her behaviour was downright shameful, though she suspected he wouldn't have agreed. Keeping her safe was likely somewhat paramount, it seemed, though she had never wanted that kind of importance placed upon her.

She really only ever wanted to be some insignificant priestess who travelled the continent, helped people along the way who were in need, and went about her business with giving up little more than her name.

How things had turned so rapidly.

When he tossed aside the last body, she found herself eyeing the doorway intently, wondering if that was the last of them. How many had there been, again? It was so difficult to tell with the remaining viscera that littered the ground. Astarion looked as though he'd seen better days, despite the idea that his features had largely remained unchanged. If anything, he simply looked tired. Or whatever an elf's equivalent was.

She took a moment more to assess and slowly—carefully—moved from her hiding spot, though when she heard what he had to say, she paused. Weren't they here to go chasing after food for him?]


I'm sorry, what?

[At what point had this been a date?

Although it really wasn't the time to get into all of that and she knew that, so she decided not to address it any further. Remaining painfully still, she tried to focus on what she could hear, if there were any additional approaching footsteps. Maybe they were lucky and that was the end of them.

Wouldn't that be nice.]

Date: 2023-12-11 07:54 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
I don't...

[Well. She didn't think he should go on his own, but he seemed fairly intent on what he was doing. When he offered his cape, she spent some moments simply eyeing it before she begrudgingly accepted. His explanation was perfectly logical as well. It wasn't that it was personal. It's that he was doing what was best for all of them in the long run. And if he could find a way out, then it'd be easier for them to make their way back up and out.

It'd also give her the time to more properly look over herself and see what she could do to tend to her own injuries. As she shifted, she offered him a nod.]


I won't go anywhere. I'll stay right here.

[Not that she thought she was getting anywhere quickly. Even if she handled the pain, it wasn't going to completely fix it. Healing never worked like that. It only worked well enough to get them through a situation. Nights at camp were really the ones best for rest.]

I know I said this already, but I do mean it. You can't do anything reckless. Scout, find a way forward, secure it if needed, and come back. I won't know how to explain to the others if something happens to you because of me.

[It was a rare showing of her true thoughts. Her true vulnerabilities that she didn't much like the others to know about. That idea that she found them all to be her responsibility. And if something happened to any of them, it was because she hadn't been enough, that she hadn't done enough. It would have called all of her credibility into question and considering she didn't feel she had much to begin with, she didn't feel she could afford to lose any.]

Date: 2023-12-12 01:28 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] divinestrike
["No good luck kiss?"

She loosed a breath that was very nearly amused. No. Certainly not in the precise moment. But perhaps when all was said and done... After all, Astarion had certainly gone out of his way to take care of her. She likely could have surrendered one to him. It was something worth considering, though she had never been in the habit of such things.

The rest of what he had to say was reassuring. He sounded sure of himself and it was one of the rarer times that she appreciated what she'd often interpreted as 'arrogance' coming from him. Even then, however, she'd decided relatively early on that he had every right to perceive himself in such a way.

When he told her he'd be back, she offered him a short little nod, watching him disappear into the darkness with a... strangely heavy heart. Despite knowing he could take care of himself, in the same way her nerves fluttered each time they left companions back in camp, she found herself with the very natural worry and concern. If only because she couldn't control everything that happened. Not being able to feel in control was a terrifying thing. At least with control, she could suspect what the consequences might have been. Prepare herself. When she had no such power, she couldn't even pretend that she had a plan in ready.

The stay on her own was... quiet. A little uncomfortable. The same level of discomfort she'd oft found when she was in her solitude at camp. Thinking about the path they were on, how far it would lead them, where her responsibilities lied, what would happen if she somehow didn't make it along the way, and realising she had piece things together in such a way that if such a thing did come to pass, it was paramount that the others would be able to travel seamlessly forward without her.

But those were the kinds of darker thoughts that Nepione hid beneath the surface of her seemingly unending optimism. It was so very important that she did not expose too much of that, if any. Better that they thought better things of her.

Drawing Astarion's cape around herself in an effort to keep the majority of her warm, she listened to the emptiness that made itself her most intimate companion and when she deigned that she was likely safe enough to remove herself from the debris, she carefully did so, trying to remain as light on her feet as possible. She'd need the space and relative 'comforts' to look herself over. It was likely little more than a sprain. Perhaps a muscle pulled. Abrasions at worst. Well, broken bones, really, though she suspected likely nothing so severe.

Whatever it was (something she could establish at camp later on), a simple healing alleviated the pain as she sat on the ground, bundled up in not much. She was considerably better with heat, admittedly. Cold was a challenge and to her, it was the real foe. Better that she didn't wear anything heavier. It wasn't hard to imagine the way metal seemed to absorb the cold. Her hard leathers were a wise choice on this occasion.

In time, she lost track of it. Not that she ever had it to begin with. Wondered where the position of the moon was. Longed for it in her own way. Wondered how far Astarion had gotten. But she never quite got to the part where she had cause for concern, for at some point as she waited for the return of the only friendly undead. When he did finally make his return, she had long since had her knees pulled to her chest, burying her face in her arms, his cape securely atop her. His voice, however, startled her so soundly, that she was roused just about immediately.]


Oh—

[As she took the next breaths to more better concentrate her gaze on him, Nepione stretched her arms above her head and she offered him an initial nod to answer him.]

Mhm. [She continued, waiting for her words to continue. Clearing her throat, she somewhat unsteadily made her way to her feet, though it had nothing to do with pain and everything to do with her impromptu nap.] I should be fine. A little cold, but I can endure that. I'm mostly just glad that you're safe.

Here— [As she carefully drew his cape from her, she offered it over with the smallest curve of her mouth.] What did you find?

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